::ten:: / Friday, December 22, 2006
i hate my class. okay, my temporary class. it's awful, and i don't feel like going back there. uh-
uh. this is so ridiculous. hate it hate it hate it hate it!!!!! urgh, so mad right now that i don't feel like talking. uhhhhh. they better change the class when school re-opens or i'll reconsider home-schooling.
i'm serious.
TOP TEN REASONS WHY I DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING BACK:- my not-good-at-all class. in my temporary (i really hope that i would be transferred to another better class. god, god god, PLEASE!) class, i got leevoon, hannah and denise. denise is fine. but not the best. hannah and leevoon, i don't even talk to them. i can't, i just can't force myself to cooperate with this bunch of faces.
- the other people. so unfriendly. they stick to their own bunch, rgps with rgps, nan hua with nan hua. and when you smile at them, trying to urge them to talk, they DON'T smile back. and they give you this fierce, don't-come-near-me-or-i'll-slap-you kindduf look. what kind of attitude is this?
- they don't keep promises AT ALL. this is soo soo unfair. they said that the gep would be together as a gep IP class. that's what they said in the interview when we asked them. and what did we have? huh? classes with MAINSTREAM. not that their bad or anything. but still, they should stick to what they said.
- what kind of grouping is this? huh? huh? i mean please~ look at bernice, she is the ONLY one in the whole class and only she and the rosyth girls are gep. that's about 5-6 gep. and the rest are MAINSTREAM. this is so unfair. and so she and her mom complained. duh. you go girl. cos i wanna complain too.
- how can MOE do this? this is way ridiculous. i mean someone APPLIED for a third language, and they already SAID that a space was reserved for you. and in the end they got REJECTED. what the? REJECTED! and they didn't even get a second choice form. it's really weird. i mean, even though ALOT of people chose french, they have no reason to REJECT those people. they ARE, indeed the top 10% of the bunch. god.
- they made me spend my $250. my $250. and not everything is bought yet. that would be like another $50 more. NO WAY! oh wait, i went to buy more stuff. they made me spend $400 bucks AND COUNTING. my money!!!!!! to get into harvard. shoot.
- i won't be with my friends. what's the use, i tell you, what's the use!!!!! huh? this is getting more and more on my nerves. i reall wish to slam the keyboard right now. i don't care. dfklfgdfrolds;lersesesp;grl,123542354dfx ghdf. there i went. and i'm still not happy. oh great. the stand broke. i'm serious. my father's gonna kill me..
- it isn't like last time anymore. forget about the stand. i realised this last time. but now, i understood it deeper. there's no boys to go, "ohh mann. great! here he is! quick run!" and no freaks to go, "can you please stop that?" my god. it won't be like last time anymore. i really miss the boys. no, i'm not kidding. seriously, cos that was what made NY GEP '06 whole. that's what made us so happy last year, and the year b4. it's the best, and without the boys, i don't know if we could make it. i seriously miss the boys. and we are not going to meet them 4 years later. unless fate bring us together, we wouldn't even recognise each other. CAN WE MAKE A PACT? 4 years later, the NYPS GEPERS of '06 should/would gather in the front gate of rjc. and we can recognise each other. please. i beg.
- heavy heavy books. and my bag is so small. okay, it's considered big, but it's like a normal sling bag. and the books are like 5kg. even though i know we are not suppose to bring everything. but it's soo soo heavy. i don't even think i can carry myself up 2 storeys. mann oh man.
- cos i feel like i want to live in the past to relive those memories and treasure those times together. like it wouldn't end. but time won't even stop. not even one second more. hate it. hate it when everything goes so fast. i don't feel like starting a new journey. i hope i get past this phase soon. i hope i can meet up with the boys and teachers. i wish that i could at least feel comfortable speaking to them. i regretted those days where i wanted to tell them SO much but couldn't bring myself to open my mouth. not even a 'hello' ,just smile, nod my head and go. i'm not even KOREAN for one thing.
ONLY 2 REASONS WHY I WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL:
- there's a classmate of mine who knows how to speak korean. okay, that's because she's a korean. and i can learn from her. but that doesn't make sense at all! cos i SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY want to change classes. I DON'T CARE. you know what? i really hope some rgss pupil/teacher comes across this site and at least TAKE NOTE of my complaints and make arrangements! please please please.
- there's still a slight possibility of meeting my friends. but what does slight mean? slight means little. and little means close to 'no' and close to 'no' basically means NOTHING. so no way.
i'm not interested. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. i hope some internet god hears my laments and try to do something about it. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE..
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